Sometimes I get tired and seeking solace isn’t very solacing. To expect is to work. But still, I find myself doing it, even, or especially, in the hours of greatest exhaustion. Tiredness leads to forgetfulness. And I don’t know what forgetfulness leads to…because I forget.
Growing is also work, but it is usually supposedly good for you. Growing pains. Is there anyone that doesn’t know about those?
I rise and fall. I grow and seek solace.
My heart has a full ache and I try to fill it with more.