Maybe I’m not a flower person, but I am very confident in my being as a nature person. I can’t really even separate nature from art in my little world. Both seem to make my world a lot bigger (and brighter.)
Nature and art are probably two places and things that can bring out the wholeness in me. We get along reliably well.
Whether I’m in the middle of nature’s fury or in the stormy midst of creating awkward art…I love it anyway.
It’s been too hot here though, with a baby, to get outside much…and I’ve been on an exercise + heat combo restriction since having my freak hematoma surgery a couple of weeks ago anyway. But finally, last night enough was enough and I packed up the jogger stroller and got to clipping along as the sun began to rest its weary head. Then, this morning I high-tailed it out the door as early as possible to miss the mid-day scorch.
I always have my iPhone with me, more to take some photos these days than for safety…which is a nice change of focus. Not that I’m not always watchful and aware, but I’m more aware of my surroundings with the focus of finding beauty in the adventure rather than staying on the lookout to slay hidden monsters in the woods.
(And if there’s any bad guys reading this who thinks they can hide in the woods and get me now, I’ll still kick your ass…I’ll just have a play-by-play photo sequence to show the cops now.)
But back to filling the well….That’s what I have been up to.
I’ve also been up to painting…so I have an update on my “flower painting” I was asking for a divorce from in my last post. …..We’ve reconciled.
Our relationship is transforming.
If you’re interested in my flower painting reality-show I plan to post pics of the changes sometime this week. Not to give it away, but I think it’s a happy ending/beginning.
For now I’ll share what is going into my well from my inspiration hikes…maybe some of these images will show up in future paintings and art…? Stay tuned! 🙂
And now…to make sense of my title…
We (me and my toddler (who isn’t toddling yet (any day now, she’s 13 months today!) daughter) hit the trail earlier than usual and came along some pretty wonderful trail magic right off the bat. We weren’t even 3 minutes in when we literally walked right up on a sweet doe having breakfast. I stayed my distance at first, but it became clear she was quite secure in herself as she slowly meandered down the path with her little hooves clopping on the asphalt in front of me, ha! It was magical and a bit disturbing all at once! I didn’t push my luck because I wasn’t sure if she was so confident she would charge toward us , but she wasn’t foaming at the mouth like Cujo and didn’t have any babies with her or anything so I took a calculated risk and kept my place for the photo-op.
look closely, she’s right in the middle of the paved trail getting ready to enter into the wooded section 🙂
she’s on the left hand side of the trail now, just in the grass…
I know it’s possible I might be the only one so excited about shooting a deer. But I have experienced various animals entering into my path in different and sometimes bizarre ways across my life. It seems like when I am in a period of growth, change, transition or upheaval they appear in many ways, usually in succession. Considering I’ve had my fair share of these tumultuous times in my life, the appearance of these animal messengers (as I tend to see them as) has formed a sort of pattern I’ve taken note of. For what it’s worth, deer have shown up before in this fantastical way in my life, but never in a way that allowed me to “shoot”.
I’m not sure if there’s any relation to the actual size of the animal correlating to the size of power of the message…It seems to not matter what the animal actually is as much as the animal appears and reappears in a serious of happenings and in a way that is sure to capture my attention….and different animals seem to send a different heads-up.
Unfortunately, as I write this it’s 3:00 am and I’m probably not in a great place to explain my thoughts about this in depth, but I can’t really post about the deer without at least some mention so that when this comes up again this concept has already been introduced. I have some stories to tell! 🙂
As I took photos I was looking for instances of repetition, rhythm, texture, form and anything else that generally caught my eye for any reason, consciously or subconsciously. I wanted to fill the frame with information to inform my other modes of arting (painting, future metalsmithing, ceramics, etc.) and not necessarily with the goal of creating an artistic photo. But some of them actually turned out being a sort of therapeutic emotional expression for me in themselves which I never complain about!
I’ve been savoring my latest set of Instagrams. It seems like so much has happened in just a couple of days, even though when I look around not much has changed.
Except for my mantle. Yes, my mantle is looking different these days!
My mantle now holds a vase with Roses of Different Color!
And, I think you can be assured it’s not because I am wearing rose-colored glasses, either.
Just take a look at these beauts!
Yesterday my husband ran an errand to the store and came back with these!!!
No arguing, no disharmony, not even a “discussion” precluded these babies! No ladies (and gents) my husband bought me flowers because….because HE DID. And he gets full credit.
Now, I didn’t used to think I was the type of girl to get all giddy over flowers, but turns out…I kinda am. Especially when they’re tie dye, and especially when I know it means my husband is listening and paying attention. And something grabbed his attention at the store when I wasn’t with him and he thought of me!
So I’m a little sweet on these flowers, and sweet on him.
Self-Portrait with Roses : )
So not too much commentary today, although it feels like there’s a ton to share. It will have to wait because I am stopping to smell my tie-die roses! And I invite you to sit-a-spell and smell them with me!
I’m so excited to share someone else’s art that has influenced my life deeply today!
I started listening to Alanis Morissette in my early 20’s. I remember belting out her songs in my make-shift garage studio/office where I painted into the early morning hours when my first daughter was just a toddler, thoroughly enjoying myself even though I couldn’t hold a note. What mattered was that I had the freedom to sing! My (now EX) husband worked 3rd shift which meant it was just me and music and art in those solemn hours between 11pm and 7am. It wasn’t Alanis’ popular “Jagged Little Pill” that did it for me. I really loved “Under Rug Swept.” I think I connected with every song on that album in some way, but there were a few that I blasted out on repeat. One of them was “Utopia” and another was “21 Things I Want in a Lover.” I divorced my husband in 2002…and I can’t say for sure, but maybe these two songs, in particular, had something to do with me coming to a point where I chose to face the world on my own…without him.
There is a lot of art I could create about my relationship with my ex-husband, but that’s not where my focus is today….
TODAY…it’s about the present.
I have watched and waited for years for Alanis to release a new album. And I have been hopeful that when she did I would once again be gifted with music that reached into my life and being. Music that I could belt out at 2am that would help me get to “morning.”
So I’m ecstatic to share that she’s done it again!
She’s one of my “Liked” artists on Facebook, so I’ve known a while that she’s been working on stuff through status updates on her page. I have been hoping, hoping, HOPING that my voice could return with her in her new release to the place I had been with her in my 20’s, but in relation to the environment I am creating at this point in my life…this present time.
I eagerly listened to the single the moment I saw it was out…titled “Guardian”
I listened to and read the lyrics…”yes, yes…yes! ” I thought! I got this!
And then Alanis posted this clip about her inspiration…..!!
And yeah, I’m pretty sure she didn’t write this song just for me, but if I saw her in person I think I’d say to Alanis “Hey sister, thanks for writing this for me!” : P Like, somehow our hearts and brains are intergalactically linked and as she was writing she was thinking of me even if she didn’t know it.
Really good musicians can selectively have this connection with their fans, right? : ) So thanks, Alanis, for choosing me to have your connection with this time.
Oh…oh oh oh! And get this! You won’t believe what her new album to be released in August is titled….ready for it!?